In this vlog I talk about how I realized that I am already dead. This is how I live in a state of surrender. I realize that I do not have control. I see that all things have already have happened. There is no time there is just right now and that is eternal. This is something you realize at higher levels of conciouness and awareness.
I also talk about death and my experience of it. I have this deep knowing that what I truly am is eternal. There will always be an experience with or without this body. This body is not all that I am. There is an afterlife. There is no death as there is no death.
Death was made so scary to keep you in the game. To keep you running to a higher potential. To keep you here experiencing what needs to be experienced.
Also, in the vlog I talk about going to the hospital to get a biopsy done. I am being tested for possible cancer. While I was the hospital I was very cheerful and joyful. To the point, it was off-putting to the nurses. They seemed to expect that I would be negative and afraid but I had nothing but joy and excitement for the exam. This is what it can be like when you are liberated.
While I was there at the hospital I was surrounded by people either getting closer to death or had one foot in the afterlife. I felt a lot of love and compassion for them. I thanked for being who they are and having the courage to make it this far in their life.
The last thing I talked about in the vlog was suicide. I talked about my previous suicide attempts and how that even though I talk about death as a great thing I don’t think suicide is the answer to anything. And one of my ultimate goals with Inside The Singularity is to help people pass peacefully when it is there time.