In this video, I talk about an ego death experience that I had while walking home from work the other day. While on my walk home I got into a complete state of “I don’t know”. This caused me to dissolve into my environment. My inner seeing became very intense. I could see all the possibilities and all dimensions. It felt like my body was infinite and that I could feel every living thing breathing and moving. I could feel the Earth spin, the galaxy spin, and the universe expand. It was very intense.
When I got home I went through several emotional healings. I am realizing this deep consciousness I have developed moves into my body it will be healing a lot of things that I must consciously help with. It was very draining but I felt like my love deepened even further.
Next, in the video I discussed the potentially cancerous lump on my neck. I went to the doctor about it not too long ago and they told me it could possibly be cancer. After some test, they said it most likely looks like just a cyst. Next week I will ask them to take a biopsy of it to determine what it really is (although after a CT Scan, Blood test, and ultrasound I feel okay about it). After they told me they were going to be testing for me cancer I was truly in an emotional Hell for a while. This actually leed to my deepest awaking. So, in a deep way it was a true gift.
I did want to say that the purpose of these vlogs is to show you who I am really am. I am not here to hide behind something. I am delivering this stuff as authentically as I can. And I will be working on honing this stuff in as I work on exploring the world of teaching. It is also to give you a preview of what your perspective might be like if you really go deeply into spirituality. As I know first hand it can be very scary going deep as I have gone. But I think showing you that you can come out the other end happy, liberated, and ready to enjoy life will encourage you to keep going.Link to blog post that I mentioned in the video.